anywaiis feel like blogging alott of shiet and ii dont feel like blogging on mine so yeahh .. dont feel so goot atmm .. kinda feeling like shiet sushii ! DAMMIT ! everyones at cteeh on a wednesday ! eerrr how shocking .. bumming ? eeww .. ii dunno how yu kan do it .. ahah too much bummin givs me a headachee ...
anywaiis ii miss "him" soo much .. well not so much as beforeh but ii still miss him like hell ... and to find out he's already found sumone else kinda makes me even more depressed yuu know .... soo fast .. dammit why kant ii get over him as quickly as he got over me ... yuu know sumtimes it does hurt ... ii kant even bear to delete all his msgs and everything else that reminds me of him yett .. its like im not ready to let goo .. ohmygot why is this soo hardd ... ii thought yuu know i'd get over him so easily but after 2 weeks .. iim still not over himm =/
ii dunno wat to do sushii ... DAMMIT after this one ii swear no more for me when it comes to love .. love is bullshiet ... ii fucken hate it .. fucken never thought i'd act like this after himm but ii am ... AARRGGHH !
ii need sumthing to take my mind of thingss ... yu know sushii if ii wasnt so brokenhearted i'd be staying home and not doing that junkiie shiet .. yuu know how ii feel about that junkiie crapp ... its disgusting ! staying out sleeping over other peoples houses .. looking shiet in the morning and finding yurself travelling home looking and feelings disgusting ... ii just need sumthin to take my mind off it all ... ii need myself to be occupied and ii need lollies to make me feel happy .. ii know it sounds soo badd ryt now .. but its tru when they say it makes yuu happy and takes all  yur problems away but the skatt feeling makes yu feel even more depress..but ii dun care .. just for that hour or two ii kan be happy and not think about himm then its ok ... hrrmms ii dunno if im gonna see him again or not ... ii dun even know how im gonna react when ii do see him ... ii just wanna get over him so one day when ii look back i'll think to myself " what was ii thinking ?! " ...
aww ><" ii shudve thought about this b4 ii got involved with himm ... ii knew of the consequences but ii just didnt listen to that smart part of me that told me to not get involve ... ii shudve listened .. and now ii hav to pay the price of being so shiettyyyy ... and depressing and heartbrokenn .. x/3